Saturday, October 14, 2023

A babbler and dabbler

Dog tags arrived. so did the dice. reading materials have started coming in.  I have some interest in painting again. Creating a hypersigil of some sort. Incorporating words and poetry.  My writing project is still on hold at the moment but I consulted the runes and was promised possessions to facilitate the work. My album is still awaiting me to finish tracking which I intend on doing. 

I found an article a while back on a thelemic site advertising a product that you could use instead of customary slices on the arm for liber jugorum. The product was callled a Pavlok and administers a shock to the wrist of the wearer. Aversion therapy at your finger tips. If you derive some sick pleasure from the administration of cuts in liber jugorum, you are not benefiting from the practice. As was the case for me and another Thelemite I witnessed. The shock from the Pavlok is something different in terms of stimulation and I have found it quite useful when used in conjunction with liber jugorum. 

Clean up your script. Monitor,subtract, and replace with better programming. 

The majority of technical Libers for Thelema are generally found online. Those and Psychonaut by Carrol are excellent guides to magick. Gems of the Equinox is a good collection for beginners. 

The New Aeon versus the Kali Yuga. They go hand in hand describing the conditions of civilization at this period in time. The Kali Yuga is part of a Dead Current however, and The New Aeon takes precedence. The counsel of the Seers and the perspective to take in advancement. The Lunar Yonic Traditions versus Solar-phallic Creationism. They go hand in hand also.  

Lord of Illusions by Clive Barker is on the way. I am the magician and the exorcist. There is a course on Feeding Your Demons in March of next year. Something to look forward to. I am booking a craniosacral therapy appointment with a friend of mine. I have begun S.R.T. audio files. Dream recall picking up. Liber Astarte: Shemyaza. 

NUIT

SHEMYAZA

THE GOETIA

 BABALON

Thursday, October 5, 2023

Akathisia

 



Beyond pain is bliss. 
Five prayers a day, smoke them if you got em. The Dyadic cyclone. 3:33. 
 13 dice=78 cards. 33 grades. 22 major arcana+ 10 Sephira.  

distancing and boundaries. bite it you scum. 

Friday, September 29, 2023

Laugher has no opposite.

  


""Consider laughter: it is the highest emotion, for it can contain any of the others from ecstacy to grief. It has no opposite. Crying is merely an undeveloped form of it which cleanses the eyes and summons assistance to infants. Laughter is the only tenable attitude in a universe which is a joke played upon itself." - Peter Carroll, Liber Null
"

Laughter yoga. 

Dream journal picking up. 

 Terminal Man by Crichton. Wandering the Waste. 

My Brother Emerson (center) competing in the US Army Best Squad competition this year.

  I am taking a refresher course in hypnosis at the Past Life Awakening Institute. Mark Beale's course in S.R.T. was so good that I found myself looking into more courses offered by him. I am also taking an introduction course in the Freedom Model of recovery for consulting clients in the future with addiction issues. 12 step programs are cults and I found myself in the midst of one of them for several years. Eventually I left to pursue my own path and felt a lot better than when I was in the groups. 

Cults. Freedom of Mind by Steve Hassan is a good primer. He has an online course also. Got my TOPY Grey Book back. Speaking of cults. 

I read The John Lear Chronicles Volume One. It was a good Saturn's-day read.