†"The Black Box"†: almost twelve years.

It's August 2023 and I am making preparations for my 40th birthday. It has been about twelve years since I picked up a copy of Gems of the Equinox and began practicing my Thelema. It has been an incredible journey already. 2012 was the Galactic Alignment and the gateway for my consciousness. The Great Conjunction occured in 2020 marking a transition as well.

In these years between 2012 and now, I have discovered much.

The Existence and Name of a praeterhuman intelligence known as My Holy Guardian Angel
Saturnian magick and conspiracy
How to summon and work with the Goetia, also their origins
Became an Necromantic Exorcist and discovered the realm of the Dead
Found the morpho-genetic resonance with ancestry
Penetrated addiction and sobriety
made peace with mood alteration and anti-psychiatry
Found the Kali Yuga and the prophecy of the New Aeon
Found the secret of Phamakos and the mysteries of Tradition
Developed a personal practice of Thelema without the support of an organization

I did discover who the heir to the A∴A∴ system was: It was Motta's line through the Caretakers of Thelema. However I found out that the grade structure and curriculum weren't in line with the Kali Yuga. I found that I am a typical Kali Yuga man. Tradition has been corrupted for me. It only exists in fragments. I have sifted through these materials with a guiding intuition or force that I came to call My Holy Guardian Angel.

I chose to follow this intuition instead of progressing through an order. I also have created a Lodge for doing this. The member picks the grade material to work with. Following breadcrumbs right into the oven.

The Dark Ages are upon us again. 2024 has prophetic visions of nuclear events or catastrophe. Entropy is a motherfucker and Saturn reigns.

Sometimes I read the enemy scripture tracts. Keeps me knowing what they are thinking. One of those authors is highlighting the significance of the return of Saturn. He only touches the surface but is aware of the elite's organizations that support Saturn's cause in America. It will be a good read.

My Uncle Julio introduced me to the idea that there were ancient aliens in the 90's. He was a orphan, hard working immigrant, and I was baffled by the concept such a skeptic to religion held. I keenly remember that response he gave and thought that it was fascinating. Fast forward to 2000's and this information was going everywhere including the history channel. Zechariah Stitchen and others expanded upon the topic and it invited Hollywood to make some captivating cases of alien intervention (Prometheus).

Now I have watched the Senate briefing on U.A.P.'s and heard testimonial that there is recovered craft and non-human occupants. Some think it is another false flag. Like COVID or 9/11. The Brookings report reveals that it has been a possible policy for the U.S. government to not confirm the presence of extraterrestrial life. Now it seems they want to change the story.

I found John Lear and Bob Lazaar in my journeys. By now they can control alien craft and utilize it to shape public perceptions. Directed energy weapons are now being deployed. In 2024 there is the prediction of an event. This might be orchestrated by our own kind. Seldom do people question where these films like Oppenheimer and others get their funding. These are films are intended to shift mass attention. It would be an opportunity for the New World Order as they once called it.

Also known as the 300, Bohemian Grove, and the World Economic Forum, these entities are thoroughly tracked by news sources like project censored. They are having trouble hiding even though they have gone international.

"Don't try to tell me that some power can corrupt a person

You haven't had enough to know what it's like

You're only angry 'cause you wish you were in my position

Now nod your head because you know that I'm right, all right!" Nine Inch Nails Capital G

The thermo-nuclear fossil fuels era needs a culling according to experts. Dependency on fuel won't go away anytime soon so the amount of people to use it will. Nuclear wastelands in bio-zones declared unprofitable and too consumptive. These are potential targets. COVID was testing for a lock down. Not to mention a genocide. Know your caste and strategically align yourself with the rules of the game to survive. Survive what? Death?

Thelema taught me Death is not an option for me and hasn't been in past lives. I have made contact with non-human intelligence so I believe we are not alone. I learned of the fourth dimension and nuclear mysticism yet as of yet, cannot go there at will. I look forward to the upcoming year and the rest of this one. I still haven't got a good grasp of Hugh Everette III's work or the simulation argument.

I have plans for my birthday. The First is a three month journey. I bought a book called Mastering Astral Projection. A 90 day guide. I also have picked up my copy of Ingo Swanns Psychic Literacy. I am also interested in remote viewing techniques. The first place I want to go is the Abi of Urkesh.