Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Nuclear Mysticism and Sensorimotor Rhythm

Walk that ocham's razor all over again. 
That straight edge
straight laced
with the grit of persistance
The persistance of Time



"I am drugs"



12.5 – 15.5 Hz


"Suicide carried off many. Drink and the devil took care of the rest"-rls

"This path requires a strong mind, and the path of the adept is littered with spent hypodermics and broken brothers."- P. Grey

http://www.inthecenterofthefire.com/supporting-documents/diary-of-an-ex-drug-fiend

When you sit before delicacies and fancy foods, you will recognize their nature if you bear in mind that this is the corpse of a fish, that is the corpse of a bird or a pig; or again, that imported wine is merely grape juice, and this purple robe some sheep’s wool dipped in the blood of a shellfish; and as for sexual intercourse, it is the rubbing of a piece of intestine, then a convulsion, and the spurting of some mucus.  Thoughts like these go to the heart of actual facts and penetrate them, allowing us to see them as they really are. (Meditations, 6 13)-Aurelius


PERSISTENCE AND DETERMINATION
Over the years I have been asked over and over again what are the most important qualities that a student should possess in approaching the Great Work. Other than normal intelligence and emotional stability. I find two other qualities which are essential for success. They are best summed up in the following quotation.
Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence.
Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent.
Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.
Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts.

Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. -Regardie


http://www.tufts.edu/programs/mma/fah188/clifford/Subsections/NuclearMysticism/nuclearmysticism.html

  1. The body is only perceived as solid matter, in essence made of energy and information.
  2. The mind and body are indivisible entities.
  3. Perception of reality is a learned action.
  4. The body transforms along with changing thoughts.
  5. Somatic reactions of the body are a product of awareness.
  6. There is a fundamental consciousness or intelligence that connects everyone.
  7. Time is a human perception, not reality.

Monday, October 20, 2014

Winnie Ah Pook

The toy played an eerie tune when a draw string was pulled from its anus. Grinding teeth winding the white thread back in with the cadence of notes. Plucking. His eyes and arms raise up in praise and come down with crushing dominance. This beast of darkness that accompanies the recesses of memory. Lying in a silent pile of leaves, the indian summer passed. The curse of an indian giver.
Now only lies in the indian burial ground.
We would sit on the ground with three pencils each. The ends pinched between our thumbs, making a "u" shape and connecting them between us, opening the rectangle. The portal through which we made contact.




"Winnie the Pooh, are you there?" The pencils bending in like an hourglass indicated yes.
"Are you dead?" The pencils bending outward indicated no.
"Are you evil?" The pencils bending parallel diagonal meant maybe.

My neighbor had a Winnie situation also. Although his was a furry stuffed version that operated on batteries. These were gifts that sat like strange talismans or artifacts stowed in the corners of our childhood. Before that childhood even began. They were filled with the expectations of others. An inherited  series of stigma towards pleasure, comfort, and animism. An animal that possessed more epigenetic information bias toward fear, than pleasure.  It was a hoax. A bomb gift wrapped.

We knew it. Our intuition did not mask this grave test. We tried throwing them away. The unexpected return of the expectation laden creature was prophetic in some way.

Winnie Ah Poohk
We began our time/space travel shortly thereafter on the sidewalk outside. Right atop the position of conjuring. This was a powerful activity that required the vibrations to be channelled until the body convulsed against the pavement. Then the world would be superimposed upon this physical sphere. Space suit breathing techniques were the cornerstone to surviving this environment.

Eventually, a spirit board came across my path later in life. Winnie had returned. Ah pook. No one present got the communication. Yet their witness opened the evidence to believe no interference was present. They laughed as things became serious.

The Pookah. Puca.
The shadow self that lurks the areas of early imprinting. The witness of those events that set the course of events to follow. The archetypal memory set of paints. Laid into your lap as if your choice amongst a haphazard set of broken crayons. As natural and normal as the photographic records of events that supposedly took place. Emphasized by scars that remain. All very questionable, but why ask.

Now Ah pook is here. Winnie ah Pook.





Friday, October 17, 2014

color tv.

To achieve independence from alien domination and to consolidate revolutionary gains, five steps are necessary:
Space 1: Proclaim a new era and set up a new calendar
Space 2: Replace alien language
Space 3: Destroy or neutralize alien gods
Space 4: Destroy alien machinery of government and control
Space 5: Take land and wealth from individual aliens.




 Train yourself monkey.
 Groom yourself monkey.
 Kill yourself monkey. 
 Know thyself monkey. 

Chapel Perilous. Now you know, what can be known. Do you want to know what you can unknow? Is the unknowable in the unknown? Where? What? Who? When? Definitely not why. You don't want to know how. 

My friend told me a great story. He remembers getting his first color tv. He held out for the longest time. People all around were hyping for the new color tvs. Pretty soon they weren't so new. 
My friend went to the zoo. He looked in on a male gorilla. He was laying back, one hand behind his head, the other hand feeding himself munchies. He was starring at a color tv screen. Then the gorilla glanced over at my friend with eyes that said "Sup." My friend bought a color tv that very day. 



Thursday, September 25, 2014

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Monday, September 22, 2014

FlicKeR

2:22

Nightmares roam the streets of Nyx.
Riding cold waves of perspiration over every inch of skin.
Old faces and new search to find me and give their dew.
The glistening chill that stirs me from rest and turns my stomach with a galloping heart.
This world echoes a terror that fills the dark corners that feed the darkest suspicion as to what fills the fears of the mindless abject beings that traverse the timeless sleep.
All around me, yet within me, awake only to the reality of no escape.
No more running, I am exhausted and just want to rest.
In the beyond, only the dead rest and they are killers.
In the City of Pyramids awaits my tomb.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Lost my woman. Lost my home. Lost my dawg.


We will miss you Rags. You were an outlaw. Blind courage all the way to the end. No bitterness for a damn thing you inherited. Only Love. I will always remember that my friend. A better man than most, and one of the finest examples of canine to trot. Love you. 

Monday, September 8, 2014

Nature Renewed by Fire made Whole

The seeing seeking heat.

Do not be discouraged. Know that there is an alliance.

These humanoids are all similar and only similar. This universal theme ties their hands together as the weight and gravity of responsibility holds them down. The collective bondage is not to be challenged but acknowledged.

Community begins at home. The new way, is an old vision held in the rear view. No, worries. It is still held in sight.

Real work is not labor but joy. Real work is a joy that feeds the needs of more than one. It is a work that is inherently composed of charity and love. Love for oneself is a fire that must breathe before it is smothered. It spreads and destroys all that can be consumed leaving nothing but an appetite.

Sustaining the resources is the only way to feed the need. The needs are simple. The answer is simple.

Renounce the constructs that have endured the sacrifices that bring us to where we are. Celebrate the sacrifice but do not equate your slavery as the totality of your value.

"We shall nourish the crops with the excrement of our people"- Gandhi

NIGHT SOIL IS EATING BETTER SHIT

Your dissatisfaction is the taste of addictions that cannot sustain or even entertain the visions perceived by the minds of today that have already held the future dreamed in yesteryear.

Induce your own happiness and recovery yourself from the illness we have all incurred only to arrive with the answers all around us. What to do?

DIRECT ACTION

Community starts at home. Supply the force by feeding them. Grow your own food. Prepare to strike. 

Remove the yard and stop watering St. Augustine. Go to the wiki on lawns. See the history and social impact. Are you maintaining for livestock in your suburb or just saving face?

How much is wasted in your capital that could be investing in your self sufficiency? A cinder block garden is cheap and portable. Face your garden towards the sun. Plant according to your own tastes and climate zone. Use a search engine and see what life will sustain yours. 

Save the fruits of your labor by preservation and canning and see what savings deposits really are. Collect seeds and reveal what a "C.D." really is. Leave your garden behind if you rent and discover what a mutual fund can really be. These concepts are readily grasped even by squirrels. If it is beyond you, clearly you are nuts or haven't had any. 

Start with your space and family. Then influence the Jones'. 

Did you know that a single female rabbit can generate 1000% per body weight in meat a year? That is roughly 25 to 50 rabbits per year. Not to mention that rabbit crap is second only to the elephant in nitrogen richness that is perfect for your garden. 

Did you know that a fish such as tilapia, fed 1kg of feed daily, can sustain 1,500 lettuce plants? Did you know that duckweed,  a primary feed medium, can double its growth within 36 hours and delivers a whopping 25-45% protein yield? (excellent for feeding those rabbits also)

Did you know that a red wriggler worm composting bin can effectively break down your paper and food refuse and generate a nutrient dense liquid that can be added to both your soil and aquaponics garden? Clean, doesn't stink, and can fit in the corner of your kitchen. Just feed it and watch. Then feed your fish the worms. 

This integrated picture is only a gist of what can accomplished by permaculture. This is biotech and organic chemistry at its best. Best of all, there are cheap and effective ways to do this in the home and former yard. 

If you must feed your system, discretion is the key to freedom.  Relief from dependency starts with provisions. This philosophy can lend itself to sitting out and committing to non-violence. 

PLEASE STAY IN YOUR HOMES. REMAIN CALM. EVERYTHING IS UNDER CONTROL.

Benjamin Tucker clearly defined the Four Monopolies as:
The Money Monopoly
The Land Monopoly
Tarrifs (Taxes and Usury)
Patents (Intellectual Property)

The second stage of direct action is to declare a sit in. Not driving to demonstrations arranged in front of offices empty devoid of the attentions that are supposed to occupy them. 

Work? For whom, and for whose interest? 

Perhaps, this seems over simplified and has been to avoid obsfucation. What is obsfucation? Try reading any government tax code for the most concise definition. 









Passive agressive depressives


RABBITRY LINKS
http://extension.psu.edu/business/ag-alternatives/livestock/additional-livestock-options/rabbit-production

Tread light, on the subjects that retain Darkness

Lest you find your company few.

To be forced to reduce the beauty and scope of discourse to the flights and fancies of traditionally entertaining devices is sometimes the cruelest form of sadomasochism encouraged by the feeling of loneliness. This desire to connect with others, challenging to disconnect with the very things that bring joy to the self. This can be frustrating and painful.

Painful to the parties suffering the onslaught of obscure words and concepts.
Also to the operator who's reality these terms and abstractions wish to convey...rather than escape.
Lament not, Dear Friend, for the empathy is perennial.

...and the internal remains as infinite as the cosm.

The words and sentiments of many Ghosts will find their ways into your receptive embrace, only if you release the compulsion to promulgate. Retain the Silence of the Sphynx and let Binah shine light on the maternal drives to provide rather than cast out.

The Tower


The Fox and Artemis

A new dawn with a new heart
Sacred movement carrying wind
pouring through the path of least resistance
according to the Law of motion

Secrets and love
reflection of that trance like gaze
off into the fog
where the drums will lead me back

Held gently and kissed
folded into delicate shapes
slipped into the warm pocket of your life

Intense motherfucker is right

the passion and vibration
keeps calling me back
settling over with dust
covering my tracks.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

The scatalogical carrion drops the synch

Shulgin, Thank You for everything you have left. Hope you took some with you. Have been finding you everywhere lately. Glad this fucking fone works... 








Always good to enjoy an old favorite.

SAXONIA!!! YAAA!



Thursday, April 24, 2014

Rabies

Reich for Beginners

Taqiya. Excellent.

Would have rather jacked off with salted teeth freshly extracted from the anus of a lamprey. Not into it.

Jajouka. Polyrhythms.

My younger sibling turned 23. Working on a Farm these days. Hope you are well.



Friday, February 21, 2014

S.M.I.²L.E.

Fiddler's Green.  Field of Reeds. In the Western Lands. 
Brane- Not Brain. 
A teaspoon of Anti-Matter

The Book of Going forth by Day
The Book of Changes
The Book of the Dead