Past lives. Photons. Kether. Ego-Death. Bardos. Altered States of Consciousness. Traveling space. Looking for an assignment.
Currently reading Control Theory by Glasser. Just finshed reading Michael Talbot's book on Past Lives. I tried one of the techniques and it worked. Talbot mentions that when you do make contact more will come up sometimes rapidly. That was what transpired with me. I have always suspected reincarnation as an answer to many questions but it was this book that got me on board with a firm conviction. Been here done that came to mind last night when falling asleep. The responsibility of owning not one but the reverberant echoes of many lives in the past explains many of my living motivations. In the film Dark City a Doctor concocts a syringe of liquid that contains the memories of the unknowing patients future mind. Each night they are reset and experimented on. The concoction of personality details is something running through my veins. Traditions ghost walks my path.
"Be sober, be vigilant, because your adversary the devil walketh about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour."
1 peter 5:8
They make warnings about The Devil. Self reflection is his gift to those that will use it and stare into the abyss. "Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.
There is a phrase called navel gazing for too intense of internal speculation. Another excuse not to look within for all the things you hate. Some of these hates have been going on for lifetimes. The universe feeds you clues all the while for you to become conscious of it and the odds that you will recognize it and act are not good. Yet those who wage on this side of the game win big if they are right.
Every man and every woman is a star. You are a being of light. No matter your predilection for the Dark. The game was initiated by the light and is the source of its programming. To choose a side in this game is to serve the Light or the Dark. Some walk the path of both. The Grey Man is united in Adam Qadmon and can articulate as Lord of the Four Quarters. The concept of the Grey Man was introduced to me by a Special Forces soldier. The Four Quarters are represented by the Four Archetypes : King, Warrior, Magician, and Lover. According to Toni Wolff, the feminine archetypes are :
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- Mother (and spouse),Queen
- Amazon,Warrior
- Hetaira (companion, lover, wife, friend),
- Medial woman, priestess.
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NUIT is freckled with light emitting constellations. In the night these patterns represent more than that. Secrets are kept amid the Heavens and there are those who will be shown the way, but only a few. It is the time of the Night Sky and we are photons moving in space.
Starlight is best. Focus on starlight illuminating from your feet and slowly moving up, brightening your body cavities, until it finally arrives at your head. From there, imagine bright warm starlight coming down from the center top of the head and moving into the body from this point. When it reaches the center or your core, it touches like an arc and the internal light is spiraling. Waves of healing energy will pulsate through you. As you continue to breathe it is like wind on a fire and results in more radiation. Psycho-holic slag is turning white hot and coming off in fragments and slowly burning offf on the edges of your body cavities.
Welcome to planet Motherfucker.
