Thursday, October 20, 2022

Spagyric

Break contact.
Disengage.
Evade and escape.
See another day.
Posture, submit.
Fight, or flight. 
Orient yourself and decide. 
With all the wisdom of the Ancients,
you live a meager lifetime. 
Studying the Perennial Tradition and finding much of it surprisingly familiar.
Feeling as though you have been here before. 
At other times, like it was too coincidental to be submitted as fiction. 
Write it down before it washes away. Leave a trail. Leave no trace.
It doesn't matter, we all forge a way. 
Anarchist or Anarch? Keep looking into the terms and discover their details. 
Then there you are, lost in the details.

I still need to Read Eumeswil. I really enjoy reading Benjamin Tucker's Individual Liberty, but this quote from Eumeswil gives some of my perspective:
One error of the anarchists is their belief that human nature is intrinsically good. They thereby castrate society, just as the theologians ("God is goodness") castrate the Good Lord.”
― Ernst Jünger, Eumeswil
I felt that way when I read certain passages from Individual Liberty today. Ernst Junger wrote another book, a biographical, on the First World War. From his perspective. Intense and well written. Storm of Steel. 
Truth be told, there will be something that stabilizes in the situation. I have seen what that looks like. It can happen anywhere. So how does one operate? One must strive for sufficiency. Notice the lack of self in that term. It becomes inter-dependent. Like a rogue toenail sporting fungus society provides for the outsiders. Temporary Autonomous Zones popping up here and there. 

When reading Individual Liberty or Might is Right, there is a sense of conviction that carries the message along. Like the avenues of approach had all been checked. Then you have this compelling argument, if only you were clever enough to deduce it in less then three hundred pages, then this misunderstanding would be all cleared up. But alas, it escapes you and you keep reinforcing this point of view until it is rehearsed and becomes part of your diatribe.

Until someone wrecks your face and convinces you there is no one coming from your elitest group. Welcome to the pecking order. Unless you are among pirates that have taken on oaths of solidarity. There is an excellent book we have that I have not yet read on Pirates and their managment. The Invisible Hook. 

I was discussing with a friend about how organizations that utilize Robert's Rules of Order often devolve into a minority that understands and has memorized the rules and a majority that simply allows them to lead. I witnessed this in Alcoholics Anonymous. I held service positions and started attending the business meetings and representing my group at conferences. Appointed attendees would vote for their groups and be trusted to do so without supervision. A great deal of groups chose not to care or discuss the conference agenda. 

For years I wondered what the maximum number of people would be to function efficiently and problem solve well. My friend had told me that it was around 250 people. It brings to mind mob mentality or mob rule. An intimidating proposition if you are on the wrong side. It's roughly the size of a Squandron for me. I can understand and recognize relationships with this number of people. Even then it is above the number of my community. I feel better that way. In this era of collecting "friends" on facebook it would seem strange to some to reduce the number of people in your circle. It is about establishing a solid Ego and not letting sentimentality take away the real meaning of having people in our lives. They shape us and we should be ever grateful. We should let them serve their important purpose and hold them in high esteem. 

Hanging on to some relationships is like tying a rope between to parties and letting them try to take their own differing ways. Eventually one looks at the other as a burden and this esteem is lost. No need to do that, take the moments and hold onto them and move forward. Perhaps your paths will cross again further on but it is not necessary. The same can go for lovers. Unless it is merely a handshake for you. 

The Nine Sins

The Nine Passions
With the Enneagram you form Nine types. Leary proposed an Octant. The Octave is important to the Enneagram formula. 

Diagnose yourself. Know yourself. Know your limits. 




Wednesday, October 12, 2022

Cubes


 
Using the cards to determine the quarters of the world. This is from the Chicken Qabalah. 
Just cut down  a pine. It will yield some fire starting pitch.
I checked out the Meyers Briggs associations with the court cards and they go along nicely. 

I still look into Enochian magick from time to time. It is an interesting field of research. I myself have a set of Enochian tablets from the Cicero's. They are the Westcott version. I have not used them but the Fire tablet is my favorite. There is also the Enochian Chess set available online. I have thought about getting it for years but haven't bought it yet. 
There is the reoccurrence of the cube in my occult studies. I have explored the Cube of Space as described in the Sefir Yetzirah and also in David Allen Hulse's book on the subject. Essentially I must utilize a standard deck of tarot cards. I think the Rider Waite would be nominal. After reviewing the Cube of Space I am reminded of the Fourth Dimension. It is something that was written about but still evades my grasp. I think the tarot and the Cube of Space visualization is a sort of way or technique to peer into the Fourth Dimension. 



There is a ritual for the black cube in the book, The Cult of the Black Cube. A Saturnian grimoire. I have a black cube that I utilize for these purposes. It is a 3d printed model of the Hellraiser films box. It is Black and unfolds into a secondary configuration that I rarely use. By imagining the Cube of Space and flipping through the 22 trumps you can visit the thoughtforms of Liber 231. A method of binding. Rubbing your thumbs and fingers over the surface and edges of the cube positioning the qliphoth in relation to time-space. 

This is a good procedure for the 22 Thelemic Holy Days. Each day setting aside time in the circle with your cube and tarot and a spirit you wish to summon and bind to your purposes. Liber 231 has the names of all 22 spirits. Because of all the changes inherent to the Thoth deck I suggest using the Rider Waite instead. The time in which Liber 231 was composed was earlier than the insights he had when he later made the Thoth deck. The current Goetic spirit is Raum. 
If you are Math oriented and up for geometry, The Primer of Higher Space is a fascinating book. It still sits on my shelf and I pick it up from time to time. It is something I don't really understand but could see it being useful for other minds. Essentially, existing without the Astral Fourth Dimension is like being bound to two dimensional interpretation. To function on these planes is something very useful to the building of a Spirit. We have potential for growing a soul and this is a good method. 


Marmorkrebs or Marbled Crawfish are interesting animals. I took several years of breeding and feeding a bunch of them in my aquaponics set up. I would like to experiment again with them. Crawfish have potential not only as food but also feed. I live by a 200 acre lake and should go try and trap. The traps are relatively inexspensive. Crawfish are active at night and after the trap has been left over that period, one has usually more yield. 

Passive resource acquisition. 


Four stages of mosquito life cycle. Stages 1-3 are excellent for fish food in an aquaponics set up. Supplementing of course with duckweed. Illegal to harvest mosquito larvae in some places. Duckweed doubles in mass every 16 hours, especially if the temperature is above 70 degrees in the water
. Under artificial lights you can really get some stock going. Dehydrating in sunlight is a preferred option for preparing it for feed. Otherwise ducks will eat it raw. 
This book is an excellent guide to starting several different designs in aquaponics. 

Sunday, October 2, 2022

chimera



 There are fifteen Behenian fixed stars recognized.




Shadow bathe.


Tavor TS 12



"Run up in your house with a tek out
Duct tape your spouse with a gun in her mouthSmack your kids up you think I give a fuckI'll call the fuckin pigs on myselfBarricade the block with the ATF 
I don't give a fuck bitch I pray for death"

Level III Kit

This kit is listed as LEVEL III KIT, EXSTENSIVE, LIFE SUPPORT and it is more commonly known as the “Mule” or “Jackass rig.” The equipment is usually carried in a small, 2300 cu. assault ruck. It holds more life sustaining equipment that will carry an individual through extreme conditions.

  1. Water purifier
  2. Medium game snares- (3-5)
  3. Deer snares- (2-4)
  4. Military fuel tabs- (3-6)
  5. Folding lightweight saw or hatchet
  6. Gore-Tex pants and jacket, light weight
  7. NALGENE CANTENE, large –(1-3)
  8. Small commercially made frog gig
  9. Hygiene products
  10. Drink mixes
  11. Emergency chow
  12. Sling rope and 2 snap links or 25 feet of small diameter rope
  13. Hydration system
  14. Gore-Tex socks and gloves
  15. Leather work gloves
  16. Watch cap
  17. Boonie type hat
  18. Insect Barrier or net in hot climates
  19. Military poncho or its equivalent
  20. Bungee cords (4-6)
  21. Light weight poly-propelene long johns


  • Insect repellent
  • Military field dressings 2ea.
  • Quik-Clot blood stopper
  • More 550-cord 30ft.
  • “AA” or “AAA” flashlight preferably and LED
  • Dehydrated sponges
  • 3 inch mini cable ties- 50-75
  • Peanut butter in squeeze tube or plastic jar
  • Commercially made small game snares- 4-5
  • Animal scent lures
  • Fishing kit
  • First aid kit
  • Sun screen
  • Dental floss or disposable dental picks
  • Clear plastic trash bags 3-6 mil
  • Bullion cubes
  • Cooking pots
  • I am doing research for my book. I have been working on it for some time now but have come upon a hold up in productivity. I utilized magick in this process and I am trying not to lust for results. It needs time to develop. Short writing bursts often leave the story superficial. Which is not really a bad thing if you are writing about a detached point of view. Which I am. 

    I have been focusing on my elementary and fundamentals in Thelemic ritual and trying to develop a sadhana or practice. I also devote a period of time to chanting to elevate my life condition as my Mom would say. There is an excellent book on Sexual Magick. It is titled Sexual Reflexology by MAntak Chia. 

    It is a great guide that I picked up a few years back and only now got to reading. Speaking of the sexual, I have been studying the Star Sapphire. There is a great out of print book on the analysis of the ritual. I will submit to you some illustrations from it. There is quite a bit that can be done with a partner in this ritual. These illustrations highlight only a portion of the ritual. In the book Sexual Reflexology you will be introduced to the dynamics of energy manipulation through ejaculation control. 













    Generally, some of the sexual ritual out in the open and published, are vague or embellished by symbolism as opposed to being concise and direct. This book and Sexual Reflexology are very direct and expressed well. The Star Sapphire performed in this way could be a precursor to Enochian Sex Magick. A note on Homosexuality. It is my opinion that there is a bit of homophobia and transphobia in the occult world. You will find literature on sexual rites that are heterosexually oriented, but the transgender and homosexual rites are hidden even deeper. That is okay and well enough. There are numerous ways one can develop a transgressive attitude towards sex, and it would be of benefit to read The Eloquent Blood.

    Babalon will fuck your ass to awaken your kundalini and fuck it through your skull. For those who are into the elements of sado masochism, there is another good book by Stephen Flowers. It goes over the structure of sado masochism for spiritual purposes and transformation very well. Everything like how to embrace the dominant perspective to equipage for the Chamber. 



    Halphas.