Hypersigil and limit-experience

 -Klintron Finley suggests the following experiment: "After becoming familiar with the traditional sigil method, see if you can create your own hypersigil. The hypersigil can take the form of a poem, a story, a song, a dance, or any other extended artistic activity you wish to try. This is a newly developed technology so the parameters remain to be explored. It is important to become utterly absorbed in the hypersigil as it unfolds; this requires a high degree of absorption and concentration (which can lead to obsession but so what? You can always banish at the end) like most works of art. The hypersigil is a dynamic miniature model of the magician's universe, a hologram, microcosm, or 'voodoo doll' which can be manipulated in real time to produce changes in the macrocosmic environment of 'real' life".-

"In continental philosophy, limit-experience (French: expérience limite) is a quality of experience that approaches the limits of possible experience. This can be in terms of its intensity, and it being seemingly impossible or paradoxical. "

No form and butoh=

"No-Form represents the crux of this paratheatrical work and serves three functions: 1) to relax intellectual directives and preconceptons 2) to cultivate enough internal receptivity to sense and engage vital currents, impulses, and autonomous forces in the Body  - the internal landscape - as movement resources and 3) to discharge and release these energies after their engagement by disidentification, ie., letting them go. This No-Form state is entered before and after each engagement of forces, impulses, and emotions of every movement and ritual exploration of the internal landscape. The first function cultivates a state of profound internal receptivity. The second function of engagement with energies induces a physically active trance state. The third function acts as a trance-breaking device by returning to No-Form to dissolve attachment to previously engaged energies."

" To Frances Barbe, “Butoh often works in the area of the absurd, or the grotesque, and might seek the double-edged image: the beautiful within the ugly, the old within the young, dark within the light. Extremity is a feature […]. Extreme slow motion, frenetic movement, extreme emotional expressionism, animal states, strange hybrid characters or material qualities that ‘reform’ the body.”"

also:

"Rhizome Lee, as Artaud has before, contrasts this idea by discarding the notion of human altogether.11* Lee’s interpretation of Hijikata’s relation to human is as follows:7

1. Abandon all human conditions in order to transform into a Shisha (dead) as the Suijakutai (weakened body or collapsed body) which resonates with the spirits of the dead, the insane, the handicapped, and/or collapsed bodies.

2. Enter dimensions outside of the human world in order to become various otherworldly beings.

3. Look at the living world as a dead from another world."-(https://butohmanual.com/defyning/)

"𒐞𒐕  𒐚"=666

W.J. Finch's Pendulum Chart

Week two day six. Saturn's Day is C-6. Psychic Circuit. I spent some time today gluing the pendulum base together. Last Saturday I used a guided meditation for remote viewing but only got half way through. The breathing technique used got intense and I stopped. Good experiment. 

Sunday is good for past lives(Michael Talbot's book) and Enochian work. I use Westcott's tablets and Lavey's Enochian Calls. Sometimes it seems like the Atheistic led to harmonizing within the Theistic under one skull or banner. I am doing the Laughter Yoga 40 day challenge. So far so good. I ran out of internet data so I have been doing thirty minutes alone each night.

This Thelemic Holy Season (22 days) is coming up and I plan on using Liber 231 qliphoth to work with. I found a grimoire on Satanic Qlipoth workings that I ordered to read before the rituals commence. Also, I have found a White Tara 5 elements healing meditation that I enjoy. I have been using it after my Chod guided meditations. White Tara is the starlight manifestation analog of Nuit for me. 

Throat singing is going well. I have three of five styles covered in the course down. The diaphragm breathing in the singing and belly laughter I have been doing is really beneficial to my health. Last time I checked I was on track 15 of 22 in the 22 note scale music I have been doing. It is on pause at the moment. I think I am wanting to finish it off with vocalizations. My poetry book is coming along also. Maybe I will use some of the writing material for the audio project.  Relaxation response 20 min meditation is also going well. I find that my work week rituals follow some of the suggestions from liber null and psychonaut. 

Reading: Magia Sexualis

Quantum Psychology

The Pentacle.1 of ten. Neophyte.

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“Modern man has lost the option of silence. Try halting your sub-vocal speech. Try to achieve even ten seconds of inner silence. You will encounter a resisting organism that forces you to talk. That organism is the word. In the beginning was the word. In the beginning of what exactly?”

― William S. Burroughs, The Ticket That Exploded"

The Thirteenth Turn

 "You don't belong to you. You belong to the Universe and you're here to serve."-Buckminster Fuller

greg anderson from SunnO))) "[Life Metal is] sort of a personal reflection of my life as well. Having children and being a father has really changed me in a lot of ways—and for the better in some ways—but I have a different outlook on things now. Trying to be selfless in my life is important, and that's changed me and changed my mood and how I'm thinking about music and how I'm writing at the moment."

"Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence.

Talent will not:
Nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent
Genius will not:
Unrewarded genius is almost a proverb
Education will not:
The world is full of educated derelicts

Persistence and Determination alone are omnipotent"-Israel Regardie

Day Six of my 56 day journey. Eight weeks. Basic training for The Lodge. Using the Eight Circuit Brain book by Antero Alli as a guide. A requirement for membership. 

Colors: "Another possibility is cheap, easy outfits. It’s accessible to everyone who’s willing to make the investment for a patch. That’s why, in the beginning, industrial [style] was old camo and clothing, and it didn’t matter if it got dirty. Actually, being dirty was part of the function. This time, it’s a leather jacket or a denim vest. Slice off the sleeves, put a patch on it, and then decorate it how you wish with your own particulars. It gives you instant recognition and a very easy form of entry into groups, so that you see it and know that these people are probably going to have very similar thoughts to you. " OTTT Mission State-Meant

"Brain change willed is as close to magick as we're going to get and let's us bypass the middle classes tendency to ingest drugs (alcohol) to escape present and future time by regressing and living in the great unwashed mires of the status quo."- Angel Tech

"In Australia and New Zealand, tall poppy syndrome refers to successful people being criticised. This occurs when their peers believe they are too successful, or are bragging about their success.^[1][2] Intense scrutiny and criticism of such a person is termed as "cutting down the tall poppy"."

Spit,Blood.  and Ov:

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THEE SIGIL OV 3 LIQUIDS

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Spit and Blood- Eat Right for your Type. Bloodline of the Gods by Nick Redfern, 

Ov: Cultivating Female Sexual Energy and Cultivating Male Sexual Energy by Mantak Chia, 

64 I ching sigil forms to be used with the alphabet of desire: 

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Note of January 6, 1989 showing
the 64 hexagrams in the von Franz style,
in the arrangement discovered by S. H. Cullinane

" from "http://finitegeometry.org/sc/64/iching.html"

Schedule: M-F Archetype work week. Sat-Sun rest and fun. 

I started Laughter Yoga by joining a club and doing it for thirty minutes daily. When my internet is not stable I do it alone. Tiphareth is Laughter. 

I have been taking a throat singing course by Jerry Walsh over at the didgeproject website. It has been going very well. My inspiration has been Atilla Csihar and his solo project Void ov Voices. Also Diamanda Galas. I have stopped smoking cigarettes and my lung capacity is improving due to the laughter yoga and singing course. "Life Metal". 

The thirteenth turn is a reference to a noose. The throat and neck is the location for Daath, Knowledge and Expression. I learned in one of my books that this point is also the source of lucid dreaming. Singing has helped me activate this Vishuddha chakra and confront my self conscious metaprogramming regard this form of expression. 

In Michelle Belanger's Psychic Vampire Codex, there are three types in the caste system: The Warriors, The Priests, and The Counselors. I happen to be a Priest which is described as being the least connected with the body. Along with a physical fitness regimen (according to somatotype), I have decided to engage the body in physical expression: Dance. I am taking an eight week course on Maori Kapa Haka.  Along with this medium of physical expression I have been doing physical therapy exercises and back yoga for my ailments. 

As for writing, I have taken up writing poetry. I am inspired by Rimbaud's Letter to the Seer which is the title of my poetry book. Who knows, maybe I will generate some lyrical content. 

Both Dr. Glasser (Reality therapy) and Gurdjieff talk about Doing, Thinking, and Feeling. 

My decision to stick with this eight week plan is an attempt to engage all three of these brains. 

I recently had a visit from a drunken uncle violence that left me recoiling in horror and determined to seek a new direction. For most of my life I have been avoiding feelings through use of drugs, alcohol, and cigarettes. Seeing as how my enneagram type is based on the heart center, I discovered I was running away from growth and integration. Fear of experiencing these feelings and emotions had enslaved me into a self destructive pattern. I have decided that Fear, Anger, and Sadness (the negative trio of emotions) had been running my life long enough. Ironically, Fear would not define me but actually it would be a part of my new magical motto for my current work: Fear Liath (Grey Man)

My emotional territorial circuit needs conditioning and if at all possible, re-imprinting. This course of work is an attempt to do something about it. 

I have started a collaboration with my friend Nathan. I am painting a triptych for his band's album. The three paintings represent Fear, Anger, and Sadness. Part of a anti-hero journey in three acts. 

My partner has discovered the joy of enjoying her own music gear devices. The house has been resonating with experimentation. The energy of Spring is upon us. 

null-A

 

"Take a card, any card. In most cases he will not suspect its extraneous origin. that is the run of the mill newspaper reader who receives the scrambled message uncritically and assumes that it reflects his own opinions independently arrived at. On the other other hand, the subject may recognise or suspect the extraneous origins of voices that are literally hatching out in his head. Then we have a classic syndrome of paranoid psychosis. Subject hears voices. Anyone can be made to hear voices with scrambling techniques."

2024 e.v.

"To achieve independence from alien domination and to consolidate revolutionary gains, five steps are necessary: Proclaim a new era and set up a new calendar; Replace alien language; Destroy or neutralize alien Gods; Destroy alien machinery of governmental control; Take wealth and land from individual aliens" 

Burroughs from Electronic Revolution and The Revised Boy Scout Manual

Nuetrino. 

Technofeudalism. The slang consists of e-prime and pidgin language. I and I. Iyaric dread talk. 

Bob Beckwith:AMANDA:Ice Cube Neutrino Observatory. Epsilon Bootes. Botis. 

I am the kid scared by the dogs agression. I am the dog that lashes out. I am the computer. GIGO.